Going into this final project, I really thought that I would get all of this done easy-peasy and really thoroughly enjoy the entirety of the process. It was early in the school year, and I was really excited about the idea to participate in a project about something I have a care for: film. I LOVE film, if you couldn't already tell by the way I speak about it every single time it gets brought up. Despite my love for film, though, the moment I had to really genuinely start work on this project, things started to take a downward turn. I was busy with other school-related projects and responsibilities, my plans refused to work out, and I was quickly losing motivation for basically everything I can think of. Despite everything, I got it done.
Obviously, getting this done was a lot harder than I thought, whether it was from extraneous circumstances or just me making this harder on myself. My blog I think really captures that struggle and evolution: a one-man show is much harder to run than people may initially think, no matter how independent you may be. I enjoyed my freedom working alone, but at the cost of the struggle it took to get everything done in the end being my only motivator and sole worker, leaving more of the workload on myself, which didn't help- just made the problem circular. I think I can take this entire experience as a learning one.
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